Author: LaMorteNoire

  • What I Deserve

    Terry Pajuk

    The town works department had damaged our sidewalk,

    I don’t recall what it was that they had been doing.

    But the sidewalk was crashed and smashed

    Into shapeless shards; in short, it was ruined.

    My mother, Terry was her name,

    Called the town to have them repair it

    A man from the town came

    He blanched and began to swear that

    He couldn’t do the job that day,

    He’d have to return another time,

    And that the damage wasn’t that bad, anyway,

    For now, the sidewalk was fine.

    My mother set her jaw

    And the two of them went back and forth.

    She pointed to the damage she saw,

    And spoke louder and with more force.

    Eventually, the man gave up or gave in,

    He would do the job, starting anew,

    He recognized that he would not win

    As he started to turn, he committed his final sin:

    He snidely said: “Are you happy, lady?

    You’re getting what you want!”

    My mother, correctly pinning him as lazy,

    Boiled over, like lava from a font.

    She held his gaze but was silent all the same.

    Then, with pointed finger, she said with steely reserve,

    “No. I gave you my name.

    And I’m not getting what I want. I’m getting what I deserve.”

    Then she spun like a top

    And slammed the door in the man’s face.

    It was her coup de grace

    The sound that door made.

    My mother died too young,

    She was only thirty four,

    But she’s my hero

    For deciding to slam that door.

  • Just Your Friendly Neighborhood Goth Girl

    Just Your Friendly Neighborhood Goth Girl

    I am an English major with a minor in Creative Writing: Poetry Track at Rutgers University in Newark, New Jersey. I was an early talker and language came easily to me, making me consistently the most advanced reader in my class. As a young girl, I preferred reading books over any other activity and I would usually be found in a corner of the playground with Laura Ingle Wilder’s Little House in the Big Woods in hand while the other children ran around. I would even read on my walk to school, having memorized the cracks in the sidewalk so that I never once stumbled or fell.

    I was placed in the advanced track during my elementary school years and took AP courses in high school. I attended Douglass, Rutgers New Brunswick but left because my undiagnosed ADD made completing my course work impossible. I bounced around a number of retail jobs when, at about age thirty, it dawned on me that I love English and always have and that I wanted to work in publishing as a proofreader/ editor. I have applied for summer internships with the Big Five publishing companies in Manhattan; let’s hope I land one!

    This blog is meant to be a portfolio of a diverse cross section of my work: mainly poetry, a few short stories, and academic compositions. It goes without saying that I hold the rights to anything and everything published within.

    If you wish to contact me, I may be reached at:

    sgibney@scarletmail.rutgers.edu or

    sarahjanegibney@gmail.com

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